So today didn’t turn out quite as planned. I got as far as my retail therapy, bought stuff, then went home to mums and slept. I’m beyond exhausted.
I was doing well right up until bed time. My brain suddenly reminded me that the rest of my life was going to be like this… No Ian.
I keep reaching for my phone to call him or text him. It’s hard to stop myself. I know I need some time out from him to sort my head but I keep thinking he will be gone for good soon… Then what?
I guess I still can’t see a future without him in it.
I do however see a future with this fabulous handbag in it!! Ugh I should be kept out of shops!!