I’m pretty sure I have mentioned this before but I am not a fan of 3am. It really is the dead of the night. There is no movement anywhere else (though Daisy just sighed at me and rolled over), no birdsong, no sun starting to peep into my room. Just a silence that my stupid awake head thinks it can try and fill with crap thoughts and the remember when game. Awake + 3am = stupid!
So to distract myself from the crap trying to sneak in, here is a rundown on what I have been up to! And it really isn’t much hehe. I went to work on Monday and by the end of the day was not feeling comfortable. The pains in my stomach had returned. I took Tuesday off work and went to the doctor who then put me off on Wednesday too. He suspects I have either pulled muscles in my back and the pain is radiating to the front, my liver is playing up, or I’m getting gall stone crystals again. I have had more blood tests and am on some lovely painkillers for a few days. They seem to be doing their job so yay hehe.
I had my first day back at work yesterday and started ok. By the end of my 6 hours I was getting a bit sore though. I’m not rostered on this weekend so unless I get called in it will be nice to relax for a couple more days. I went for a hot stone & oil massage after work yesterday. It was amazing. I feel very bruised today though!! She really worked my back muscles!
Daisy just sighed at me again. I think she wants me to put my phone away hehe. I might try for a little more sleep anyway…
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